My desire

*I am really into this song !! :D One night in Bangkok !! *


*My desire*

Thesedays my steady bf David is always next to me, and I am so happy about it.
He often smokes so I sometimes admire for it :D He talks to me " Stop doing this ,it doesn't fit for girls " but still smoking attracts me, I think I am still a child dreaming a Bad Girl... no, not only such a reason. What makes me try to smoke?? cuz I think myself Sae is not so important anymore.


When I was a real child,,," I want to live until age 100 !! I want to get a Novel prise !! I want to change this dirty country !!" but I never think so anymore.
I've experienced so many things though I am still 20.
I don't treat myself carefully anymore. *sigh*


But I've got real friends all over the world, for them, I cannot die right now.
Until I meet all of them, I cannot die.

Say good bye to 2010 !

*with my friends at Meiji University ^^*

Hey everyone,how have you been lately??
It's been while since I wrote an article last time... it's been almost 3months I wrote last... right? XDD

Soon we all will have to say good bye to 2010.
Lots of things happened in this year, I met so many good and bad people... meeting someone, and crushed on another ones... some people came to me , and others broke up with me ut it's okay ,it's all over.




A few weeks ago, I realllllyyy started to miss my old foreign friends, and decided to write Christmas(or New Year's) cards for them. Oh how many post cards did I write for them? :D My oldest foreign friend... I met her when I was just 15. She saved me from suicide, I thank to her always for helping me from the hell...


I want to make my dear 2011 a great one.
I never hurt anyone, never hurt...

I try to take care of my old friends.I never hurt them again... again...



I try not to hurt myself Sae anymore !!!
Happy 2011 for everyone in this world !!!

*September*

Hey everyone :D
Long time no see,how's it going now??

September has come finally,too late for me... I cannot wait for the new semester >_< You know,I love my university life so much !! I can take subjects I want to learn freely,I can make my own daily schedule by myself... and I don't have to care about the stupid like I was used to be so xD


Still 10 holidays left and I don't like it...
When I am home alone,I start to think about so many things "Why am I living??" "What will come for me in the future?" and bra bra bra...
And when I am at university,there are so many young people,and I can meet some great comrades there.(I never hang out with the stupid anymore...)
and from the second semester... David will be there always !!!





Oh and I have to get my driving licence at once xD !
Otherwise my parents will kill me and take me to the jail xDD
(Imagine the scene with listening to this great song "One time " by Justin Bieber !! He followed me on twitter different from other stupid famous guys xp This song even made me cry !!)


Soon I'll be 20,I won't be a child anymore...
I never rely on someone like I did before for my former boyfriend...
I am Me, but could I rely on you only a bit ... when I am tired,okay? x3

Cold...

Hey,everyone^^
How's it going now??

I am not doing well because of being cold since a few days ago... you know,I knew I caught a cold but went to the live concert and bra bra bra ...xDD
I should have cared about my health at first.


I have a headache right now,have a runny nose and cough out phlegm.
Though I haven't caught a cold for a long time TT pyuu~
I enjoyed a lot in Korea,3weeks were full of happiness but I walked and studied a lot there,cause of it I caught a cold but it cannot be helped TT







*wanna sleep like a dratini...*

LIVE CONCERT ROCKS !!!

Hey my dear friends :D
How are you doing now??

It's already midnight(almost morning?)in Japan,I am sitting in front of the computer and typing right now.I just took a bath,drank a cup of milktea I luv it ! x3
Thesedays I prefer Sweets like milktea,cakes,calpis and so on.
Even at the drinking party,I don't try to drink beer anymore xDD



Before I always drank beer cuz it made me drunken speedy.
I was just a child,wanted to be a drunken girl and hanged out with people around there,but now it's all over.
Drinking a cup of calpis sower,talking to a close friend with a big smile would be nice,better one right? ^^



Anyway yesterday on Friday,I went to the live concert with a friend.
Not at a big hall,just a small hall(you can imagine what it's like...)and three bands including my favorite one BYEE the Round ! Yeah ! (*^^*)

Yesterday's live went well I think,I was moving a lot during the time xDD head-shaking !!!!! At the live concert,I can express my real mind... BYEE the Round always heals my hurt heart...



Here is a pic with a friend,and her friend ^^






It's very very fun to go to the concerts !! x3

Nice to meet you !

Hello,everyone :D!
How's it going now?

My name is Sae,I am a 19-year-old (but soon I'll be 20 xD)Japanese girl who is a student of Meiji university.
I am unique,shy and a bit crazy xDD I always think the happiness of the world and my dear dear friends <3<3<3 I miss all my friends >_____<

I am interested in so many things like... let's see... reading manga,watching anime,drinking royal milktea(like the real princess xDD),sleeping into a warm bed,talking to my friends,writing letters for overseas,imaging something prohibited,listening to music,learning foreign languages and culture,playing the Koto which is one of the Japanese traditional instruments and so on ^^




Here I will write so many things around Sae,and myself ^^
Hope my friends(including friends who live far from Tokyo!)will know about Sae more and more,wanna get in touch with you forever!! (*^0^*)







This is a picture Sae with my favorite bandman :DD Cool he is !!



Kisses <3<3<3