My desire

*I am really into this song !! :D One night in Bangkok !! *


*My desire*

Thesedays my steady bf David is always next to me, and I am so happy about it.
He often smokes so I sometimes admire for it :D He talks to me " Stop doing this ,it doesn't fit for girls " but still smoking attracts me, I think I am still a child dreaming a Bad Girl... no, not only such a reason. What makes me try to smoke?? cuz I think myself Sae is not so important anymore.


When I was a real child,,," I want to live until age 100 !! I want to get a Novel prise !! I want to change this dirty country !!" but I never think so anymore.
I've experienced so many things though I am still 20.
I don't treat myself carefully anymore. *sigh*


But I've got real friends all over the world, for them, I cannot die right now.
Until I meet all of them, I cannot die.